Goodbye, Goodbye

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If there's anything I've learned in these past few days
it's that we take time for granted
We say goodbye so many times, but there are many different forms of "goodbye"

_{We used say it casually so often,
but now I can't seem to stop crying when I say goodbye to you.
You say you love me, yet you left me.
Left me with everything you left unfinished.
You say you're still here,
But you're not.
You may come around,
But it's still not the same.
I don't know what fantasy you're living, 
But it won't last.
I feel betrayed.
I just want you home.
I hate goodbyes.}

Deepest apologies friends, but I really wanted this off of my chest. 2016 is not my year. Recently, much of what I've known for my entire life has been flipped upside down and taken a turn for the worse. I'm a wreck of stress and I hate it. I can't seem to get enough sleep and I've learned that I actually break out into hives when I'm stressed??? Such a pain. I'm trying to pull through though... But it's hard.

On an artistic note, I like this style and how this pic turned out though. And I'm going to do my best to be active here again as I drag myself through this college semester and everything else. I need distractions from life lol